What's more preternatural...'real life' or 'fantasy'?
Majority direct me towards 'fantasy'. Pragmatic enough! But,I wouldn't budge.Real Life... Dramatic and magical. Though,slow in progression.
My experience relates to my personal experience in 2007-08 which gave me something to gyrate around and solicit the Almighty," Did I feel your presence?"
Just like many,I had dreams in my eyes...those of making it big in the world.Cursed by parochial opportunities,had meagre chances of escalating.
Education is one front where a normal middle-class person can find a platform for himself.Graduated with a modest B.Sc. in Chemistry and Botany that didn't ramify into much options to vye for.All the while,the naggard kept mugging success hymns without making a permutation for succcess.But,I had an ostensible restlessness...a grudge.Parents' dreams,peers' expectations added bricks to the starving wall of my mental construction.All this period,I found myself a miniature in the process of evaluating myself.The baseless comparison to my beloved impugned my existence.Am I here to be a loser?With dedication and an unpoverished dream,I took up an exam I wasn't prepared for.Doomed to fail,the chances of making through seemed preposterous.I settled myself with other priorities.
A canon says-'Dreams dreamt with open eyes,commitment and dedication,patronised with an urge to attain them are often blessed with the Almighty's blessings.'
True! A month's lapse proved the verity of the statement.I qualified the exam with astonishing result and entered one of the most desirable B-schools.Money,here tried to convince my further credentials and opportunities,but,was there anything I should have restricted myself for?
Unintentional past insomnia had developed writing skills in me.Here I am...a recognized blogger for my institute who is ready to immerse myself in the glamorous pastel shades of the sky...this time,fearlessly!
An acquaintaince interrogated a few days before,"Did your past experiences create the penchant for writing or was it there bosomed?"
I replied,"Creativity is innate. It can not be aroused."
Do you agree?
-Ajay Narayan
